btw,ak bkn la owg y pnd berkata2 terutama bile berdepan..especially ngn die..siyes!ak akn jd kaku bile ngn die..then akn glabah x tentu pasal..smp kalo ckp pon kelam-kabut..do u notice that dear?ya,i'm shy wit u..evendow da many2 years same..coz sy ase tiap ari adalah ari perkenalan kite..:)
so,ak jadikn blog ni as a medium utk bgtaw kt die tentang perasaan ak..
btw,die y ak pggl sayang ni bkn la sowg y romantik.then die gak bkn la sowg y tunjuk syg die melalui kata2..susah kowt nk dgr ayt2 cn tdr die..btw,kami same2 ego kowt.i think...ak tggu die,die tggu ak..
sayang,x kn la sy y pmpuan ni nk ckp dlu..then x kn la sy y pmpuan ni nk start dlu..
then die gak susah nk share pe y die rase pd owg.so,ak pon x taw pe y die fikir,pe y die nk.
tp ade satu bab kalo die fikir ak faham..haha...(fikiran jahat2 ni)
then instinct ak pd die selalu kuat..so,kalo die cheating ak msti taw gak..(awk x penah taw kn?)cume kdg2 ak diam kn jew bnd y ak taw..
tp satu y ak pasti tentang die..die sgt2 caring..nape ak ckp cmtu?ni pengalaman ak sejak hidup ngn die..bile ngn die ak ase safety sgt..dat's y bile die x de ak tkot hidup sowg2..coz slame ni mane ak ade,pasti ad die.then sejak ak kenal dunia ag die da hold tgn ak..ak b'cnt ngn die sejak ak 19 thn ag..time tu we'll very young..
satu peristiwa y ak still igt time tu pose thn 2006 kowt x silap ak..kitwg otw blik kg die,nek bus dr melaka central..time tu da hampir nk berbuka..x sempat kowt nk beli mknn tok berbuka..then bile tibe wktu berbuka de sowg mamat bg kitwg air ngn roti..baik giler..die sggop bg ak mkn dlu...wlupon awk n kowg sume ase bnd nie biasa2jew,tp siyes!peristiwa ni berkesan sgt kt aty ak..smp skg ak still igt.wlhal bnyk g perkara len y lbh nampak caring die.
ak x tkot pegi mane2 ngn die coz die mmg akn jge ak ngn baik.then kalo ke mane pon pasti de kawan2 die y akn bntu.bnyk kowt connection die..
sometimes die ni full of mystery..sometimes x ley nk jangka pe y die akn wt..
mcm satu peristiwa ni..ni mase kitwg kt melaka dlu..1 pagi ahd die msg ak suh tggu die kt melaka central.die ckp ari tu ari permintaan buat ak.n da whole day ak hepy sgt.len peristiwa bile ak harap sgt y die akn blik melaka..mase tu kitwg dok hostel..then ak rnd sgt2 kt die(actly bile rnd die sgt2 ak akn ngs)..he said x boleh blik.tp akhirny die mncul gak depan ak.siyes!bnyk giler moments ak ngn die kt melaka..dat's y tiap kali g sana ak akn ajk die g k.linggi..tempat tu wt ak tenang n boleh membangkitkn cnt ak pd die..smp ak penah ckp kalo nnt ak ilang,crila ak kt sane..mayb die x igt kowt..so ni serba sikit tntg die..
pey ak nk story sebenarny len...
ak wrote kt blog ni tok bgtaw die y ak panggil syg tentang perasaan ak.
"sorry coz become stiffened...abashment is still when long-lost..especially after that incident.ase cm mule2 b'cnt lak perasaan ni..i trust u wit 100%.i believe u will correct again all this.i just hope dat u will be patient wit all this.do u?i hope our big day will come as soon as possible.in my heart full of luv wanna gve to u.i wanna gve wit rite way.so,i pray everyday dat my wish will come true..may god bless our luv.as long as u can be patient, i always here in ur side.we forgive n forget.plz don't repeat it again.i expect a full of honesty n loyalty from u.plz keep this heart wit best possible bcoz this heart not as strong as u see.it's easy to break.do not letting these fears come out anymore..we reconstruct this love n defend it.i luv u wit all my heart..keep these word!"
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